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Anchit Malhotra

Anchit Malhotra — essayist, brand strategist, bondservant of Shiva. I run an AI marketing studio to fund my plot to destroy fear, uncertainty and doubt in the creator economy. Essays on marketing, money, and the mind.

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A compass for the confused

4 ancient coordinates to unparalyze yourself and recalibrate

2026-06-26 · 14 min read · canonical: https://anchitmalhotra.com/essays/a-compass-for-the-confused · also on Substack: https://anchitmalhotra.substack.com/p/a-compass-for-the-confused

In no shape do I possess the required qualifications to impose this framework on the reader. Nor does the reader who sees life as random and meaningless possess the required throughput for these ideas to enter their skull. I only write this to commence the dismantling process of the programs of fear and shame that are woven in the fabric of the collective consciousness of India. In my opinion, these programs of fear and shame are the reason for the country’s current collapse, buffoonery, identity paralysis, and its takeover. The eternal, authorless, and infallible Vedic principles that materialized on this land have been preserved till date, and they are still being practised in lineages, and I’m extremely blessed to be born literally on the land on where Krishna gave his teachings to Arjuna. But the sacred knowledge from the sages has been diluted and distorted and weaponized over time. So has the land, with its meteoric rise to the global pollution leaderboards. India is confused! Wait, I’m getting carried away. My bad. Let’s stick to the sacred framework so the dismantling process happens the right way, the right time. When I’m in my feelings, I will channel all my Mars energy and dedicate an entire treatise like Ludwig von Mises — to rant about the state of India.

The word Purushartha combines 2 terms — Purusha (person, human being) and Artha (purpose, goal, meaning) — hence “the 4 foundational goals of human life.” Together, the 4 Purusharthas — Dharma, Artha, Kama, Moksha — form the complete map of human aspiration — ethical, material, emotional, and spiritual.

This is not just abstract and philosophical, but a practical framework that anyone in the world can borrow and use to live a well-balanced and meaningful life. According to Pythagorean number symbolism, represented by the square, the number 4 is associated with order, practicality and organization. It is the basis of all practical construction. The 4 Purusharthas are like the 4 legs of a table, even if 1 leg is weak or missing, the entire structure becomes unstable. Before I fully committed to writing, my own life structure was unstable. Though I had (still do) a beautiful jumpshot like Steph Curry that I worked really hard for 5 years to develop by watching YouTube videos — after a series of injuries, I started to settle with the fact that my hoop dreams were a long shot. Other than basketball, I was simply drifting on the lifeless school-to-college-to-job path to success. Come to think of it, my hoop dreams were more of an escape from reality. I gave up my hopes of studying abroad because of a stupid girl, joined an Indian college, dropped out of that college to join another college for a stupid piece of paper that says I’m an MBA — not because I was always obsessed with human nature and buyer psychology, but because I wanted to fulfill family expectations for their validation, just so my grandpa could shut up. But he died before I could prove to him that I’m not entirely useless...

I just realized I am too lazy to turn this riff into a short cohesive story about how I lived my past lives in unconsciousness. The point is I have always been the black sheep, the outcast, everywhere I went, even in the case of basketball, which, for a long time, was the only area where I could be of some utility to anyone. I did not know the answers to the constant questions I got everywhere I went — “What do you want to be when you grow up?” or “Why are you so quiet?” I have burned my entire childhood in a self-induced psychosis, a deep loneliness and depression, well before all the “mental health awareness” propaganda started creeping into social media feeds during COVID. My mom took me to a shrink once, and before I could utter a word, she said “Anchit you are 18 but why do you think like a 40-year-old?” I was shocked. I didn’t show it. It was more of an internal ‘huh?’ And that was my first and last meeting with a psychologist. I had this belief of “Why should I pay a stranger to listen to me?” I rather chose isolation, developed the habit of locking myself in my room at a young age, became a textbook nihilist, living in my own distorted reality — a reality where I don’t deserve love and only deserve pain. Of course, I have graduated to higher level of delusions now that everyone knows psychiatrists are not real. I have come to realize that once I believe something, it essentially means death of inquiry, which is not good for my business and my internal climate. If you’d asked me then, I would have told you life is pain without any aim, backed by various stories of my victimhood.

Aimlessness and paralysis is what this framework exists to catch. Besides the steadiness and practicality of the 4 legs of a table, the 4 Purusharthas operate on a level of metaphysical abstraction that they can be used as a compass to unparalyze yourself and recalibrate in the real world.

1. Dharma

Righteousness. Moral values. Duty. Right conduct. The pursuit and execution of one’s nature and true calling, thus playing one’s role in the cosmic concert.

“Duty is just social programming,” says the modern objection. “It’s how they keep you in line.”

It’s partly right. Duty has been bent into obedience for as long as there have been people with something to gain from your compliance. But that isn’t what Dharma is. Dharma comes from the root dhri — to hold, to bear, to uphold. It’s the thing that keeps your entire compass pointing true. Dharma precedes Artha and Kama. Duty precedes wealth and pleasure — if there’s a conflict, Dharma should prevail.

I started by telling you I’m unqualified because I am still in the dharmic phase of my life, building Devoted Media to serve my readers and customers. I drifted aimlessly throughout the first half of my life, precisely because I had not found my duty. Without Dharma, one cannot live a conscious life, and is bound to live an accidental one, in a constant state of reaction, as a slave to outer stimuli.

For example, gold is produced by nature. It is classified as a metal or mineral. Mineral production is a geological process and, according to the Vedas, forms part of nature’s bounty. Hence, nature produces minerals and metals such as gold on a continuous basis. The more mankind lives in accordance with natural laws, the more minerals are produced and the more prosperous human society becomes. The actual purpose in printing paper money is recognized as counterproductive by Vedic authorities, not just Austrian economists. This, we can understand, is because, through paper currency, man wants to override nature’s mechanism, and steal from the future as a short-term band-aid solution. Whenever man follows the laws of Dharma and lives a righteous life, society is benefited and nature automatically produces ample supply of wealth. Whenever man flouts the laws of nature, he finds himself facing the uncertainties of nature and inevitably we find how, nature withholds its supply of natural resources. We find adverse climatic conditions, geopolitical tensions, and scarce resources — these are the ripple effects of non-observance of the foundations of Dharma or righteous life by humanity.

On an individual level, depending on your role, stage of life, and situation, Dharma can mean different things for different people. For a doctor, the Hippocratic Oath is Dharma. For a marketer, finding creative ways to sell the truth instead of creating fake fear and fake scarcity is Dharma. For an entrepreneur, earning profit by creating (not extracting) value is Dharma. For a seeker, a systematic inquiry into the nature of truth and reality is Dharma. But the common theme remains that Dharma never supports selfishness or harm. It always points towards truth, compassion, responsibility, and integrity.

Considering the chaos and uncertainty the earth is currently in, living by Dharma is stupid simple:

  • Choose honesty. I learned this the hard way. Before I turned a teenager, I stole Gandhis from my family to gain the transitory trust of fake friends in school, thereby eroding all the permanent trust in my real family. As it turns out, honesty really is the best policy.

  • Lower your time preference so you can expand your time horizon. Don’t be a hedonistic twat.

  • Give respect, even when they say 6 + 9 = 69.

  • Be sincere and kind, donate your old clothes to people without turning the whole act into Instagram content.

  • Be loyal. Keep your promises. You can break the shitty promises you made with fake people, or never intended to keep in the first place, just because you were in a happy mood. Never promise anything when you are in smiley mode.

  • Pay people well, tip the food delivery guy if you can, treat them like a human — duh.

2. Artha

The means of life. Wealth. Career. Economic energy. Financial security. The proper pursuit of Artha is considered an important aim of human life.

“Money is either cope or corruption,” says the objection. “Either you rise above it or it owns you.”

I have never understood the shame Indians attach to wealth. Because our own texts don’t share it. In fact, they acknowledge the inevitable game everyone on earth has to play — the economic game. Kautilya, writing his treatise on statecraft over 2000 years ago said, “Poverty breeds vice and hate, while prosperity breeds virtues and love,” and treated material security as the foundation everything else is built on. The Gita, meanwhile, calls greed one of the 3 gates to hell.

This only sounds conflicting but it’s not. One is describing the floor, the other the ceiling. Dharma governs — those are the riverbanks. Artha enables — that’s the water. A river with banks and no water is a dry ditch. Water with no banks is a flood. And Artha is the single word my ancestors used for both wealth and meaning. Your means and your meaning were never supposed to be enemies and the sages made sure of that. They were the same word. Without financial stability, it becomes impossible to think of anything, let alone higher goals. On the other hand, absolute power corrupts absolutely and there are many examples — both dead and alive. This is why Dharma precedes Artha. The crypto scammers might look sexy to the naked eye — but deceit, exploitation, altering other people’s reality and perception (just because you’re a hedonistic twat) comes with an emotional and spiritual cost. How you earn is more important than how much you earn.

The wisdom of the Purusharthas make it explicitly clear that money is not evil, greed and attachment are. Artha becomes a problem when the means becomes the end — when you no longer have money, money has you, and your “enough” always seems to be one installment away. If earned and used correctly, Artha becomes the soil that sustains your Dharma and Kama.

Balancing Artha is also stupid simple like asking yourself:

  • Am I compromising my ethics just for more money?

  • Am I ignoring my health and relationships in the name of “career”?

  • Is my worth completely dependent on my bank balance?

If the answer is “yes” to any of these, then welcome to the club young man/woman. Instead of support, Artha is becoming a source of bondage and it is time for us to recalibrate using the wisdom of the Purusharthas. Also, I can’t believe I’m saying this but don’t ask your AI agent answer these questions for you. These prompts are for the LLM inside your skull.

3. Kama

Desire. Pleasure. Aesthetic enjoyment. Love. Affection.

This is not only sexual desire but all forms of refined enjoyment — art, beauty, companionship, comfort — when pursued consciously. In unconsciousness, I have struggled the most in this area throughout my life, more than Artha. When Kama goes out of the bounds of Dharma, it only leads to attachment, suffering, and disorder.

Now, we have reached the point in the essay where, if I write anymore, instead of serving you, I will start revealing secrets I only gossip about with my dog and God (like the recurring appearance of S-named girls from my teens till my early 20s). I’d rather tell you a story on lust and desire rather than my own struggles with desire to get my point across.

There is a famous story of Lord Shiva (aka the deity who kidnapped me 2 years ago) about destroying Kamadeva — the god of lust and love. After Sati’s death, Shiva withdraws from the world into fierce tapasya in his penance grove, high in the Himalayas — indifferent to creation and completely absorbed in meditation. At the same time, the demon Tarakasura is terrorizing the three worlds, and a prophecy states that only a son of Shiva can kill him. So the Gods must somehow bring Shiva and Parvati (Sati reborn) together. Parvati is sent to attend him, bringing flowers for his daily worship. But he remains inwardly detached. Therefore, Indra (Vedic god of weather) and the other gods decide to enlist Kamadeva (the deva of desire) to gently stir love in Shiva’s heart. Kamadeva arrives at Shiva’s retreat, creating an untimely spring — flowers bloom, bees hum, and the whole atmosphere becomes charged with sensual beauty. Armed with his flowery bow — its string a line of bees — and five arrows tipped with blossoming flowers, Kama aims at the meditating Shiva and releases his arrow of love toward Shiva’s heart. Shiva’s meditation is disturbed, and a flicker of desire arises, directed toward Parvati, who is nearby. This is exactly what the gods wanted but it violates the sanctity of Shiva’s meditation. Recognizing this, Shiva opens his third eye — which, if I had to imagine, is the equivalent of an anger that’s 1000x worse than the Younger Dryas impact — from it bursts a blazing fire that instantly reduces Kamadeva to a heap of ashes.

Now, this is a problem. The world cannot run without desire. There is no life without desire.

Kamadeva’s wife, Rati, is devastated at his sudden destruction and laments bitterly. The gods console her — telling her to gather and preserve his ashes — and plead his case before Shiva, explaining that Kama acted not out of malice, but in obedience to them for the welfare of the universe. Moved by her devotion and the larger cosmic purpose, Shiva grants a boon and Kamadeva is reborn, but without a physical body — the bodiless one. Which is a way of saying that you cannot point at something and call it desire, yet it is encoded in every cell of your body. For example, I find myself a Diet Coke very desirable. In our last illuminati meeting of writers, we learned how David Foster Wallace, in Consider the Lobster, gives a maximalist expression to the lobster’s desire to live as they are about to be tossed into the World’s Largest Lobster Cooker. If you look around, you will find infinite scenarios of desire at play — in the yogic lore, in Diet Coke — for it is the invisible glue that binds us in many ways.

How I think you can measure the health of your Kama goes back to my point on time preference, because we live in world where you can basically “get off” with the click of a button. There are billion dollar companies actively competing for ways they can traumatize you so they can monetize you — and I don’t just say that because it rhymes.

4. Moksha

Liberation. Self-realization. Freedom from samsara. The equivalent of transcending the matrix like Neo.

Let’s be real, neither of us are at this stage. I can give you examples of things I find liberating, like hitting the publish button. Also, there was a bug in my meditation app and for some reason, all my progress got reset after yesterday’s session so I can’t show-off even if I wanted to. My point is, the line between a buddha and a buddhu is extraordinarily fine. I am most probably the part of the latter crowd. If you are at this stage, shoot me a DM or email me at hello@anchitmalhotra.com, I would love to interview you.

Notes

The Arthashastra — India’s First Economics Treatise

  • Full title: Kautiliyam Arthasastram — “Kautilya’s compendium on worldly affairs.”
  • Considered as one of the upavedas.
  • In the very first mantra, the author declares that it is not his work but a combination of many treatises on the Science of Politics as have been composed by ancient teachers for the acquisition and protection of the earth.
  • 15 books, 180 sections, 150 chapters — covering statecraft, economics, taxation, trade, military strategy.
  • Attributed to Chanakya (375-283 BCE), counsellor of Chandragupta Maurya.
  • Disappeared after 12th century. Rediscovered in 1905 by R. Shamasastry. Published 1909.
  • India had a comprehensive economics treatise 2,100 years before Adam Smith’s Wealth of Nations (1776).
  • The foundational chain from Chanakya’s Arthashastra:
    1. Sukhasya Mulam Dharmah — The root of happiness is Dharma (ethics)
    2. Dharmasya Mulam Arthah — The root of Dharma is Artha (wealth)
    3. Arthasya Mulam Rajyam — The root of Artha is the state/organization
    4. Rajasya Mulam IndriyaJayah — The root of the state is mastery over senses
    5. IndriyaJayasya Mulam Vinayah — The root of sense-mastery is humility
    6. Vinayasya Mulam Vriddhopaseva — The root of humility is serving the wise
    7. Vriddhopasevayah Mulam Vijnanam — The root of serving the wise is competence
    8. Vijnanena Atmanam Vindet — Through competence, one discovers the Self
  • The chain traces happiness THROUGH dharma BACK TO artha. You cannot skip the wealth step. Spiritual realization requires material foundation.
  • Kautilya declared Artha MORE important than dharma and kama on practical grounds. Without economic security, you cannot practice virtue, and you cannot enjoy life. This is the OPPOSITE of the “spiritual people don’t care about money” narrative in the zeitgeist.

Poverty breeds vice and hate, while prosperity breeds virtues and love.

Be ever active in management of the economy, because the root of wealth is economic activity; inactivity brings material distress. Without any active policy, both current prosperity and future gains are destroyed.

Material gain is the most crucial of the three ends of life, as it supports the realization of Dharma and Kama.

Bhagavad Gita on Wealth and Action

Chapter 2, Verse 47 — The Core Teaching:

“Your right is to action alone, never to its fruits.”

Chapter 3, Verse 35 — Svadharma:

“It is far better to discharge one’s prescribed duties, even though they may be faulty, than another’s duties.”

Chapter 18, Verse 46 — Work as Worship:

“By worshipping through one’s own duty Him from whom all beings originate, man attains perfection.”

The Isa Upanishad Resolution

Act and enjoy with renunciation, do not covet.

Indian philosophy resolved the tension between wealth pursuit (pravrtti) and renunciation (nivrtti) through “action with renunciation” — act without craving for results. This is not anti-wealth. It is wealth pursued with Dharma.

Ludwig von Mises

Ludwig von Mises was an Austrian economist who wrote Human Action — a 900-page treatise on Economics. It is unlike me, but for various reasons, I actually bought this physical book last year, and made it my responsibility to internalize. To my surprise, Mises’s work relates a lot to the knowledge in the vedas.

Relax. I’m kidding!

Psychiatrists are very real. And the world definitely needs them. I absolutely love Dr. K and his work.

Dharmo rakshati rakshita

One who protects Dharma is protected by Dharma. This holds true on an individual level but it also holds true on a wider national and international scale.

You can't have a 4-year plan when Karen has a 4-week plan

On time preference and toadies

2026-06-11 · 7 min read · canonical: https://anchitmalhotra.com/essays/you-cant-have-a-4-year-plan · also on Substack: https://anchitmalhotra.substack.com/p/you-cant-have-a-4-year-plan-when

2 years ago, in the bullshiatic grasslands of Money Twitter, a wild copywriter appeared:

LMAO you’re such a jeet. English isn’t your first language and you want to write copy in the American market? You’re going to have a tough time. I am going to skin you alive. You are competing against guys like me and probably 1,000 other people who are better than me. I will eat your liver.

He went on to advise against hiring Indians to his flock of followers. I was annoyed. That’s some racist bullshit. But who am I to judge? I literally learned English from rappers and comedians and Family Guy. All of them engage in racial bullshittery in their own artful ways. But still, why should I listen to this marketer who has named his Twitter Space “the cum zone?” What am I even doing in “the cum zone?” Easier to judge than think. Let the crabs compete I thought to myself as I left the cum zone. Mr. Copywriter’s words were not as Jesus as he claimed to be. Also, his Donald Trump impression was terrible.

“Bro Twitter is a mental hospital.”

I agree. But similar situations started to happen at work as well. Karen cackled in her cuckoo voice when I told her I started ghostwriting. “Ghost what hahaha. Most of what you write will never see the light of day hahaha,” she said. “Do you even know anything about running a business?” Kendall added further. Oh how they quacked and quacked. I literally gave them logical ways they can stop spending thousands of Benjamins and Gandhis on stupid marketing agencies and they laughed it off because AI is “a gen z thing.”

If I had not been sensitive to these divine signals from the universe, I would have never grown the frustration and audacity to start my agency.

My very first briefing on long-form Copy was to copy, not even winning Copy but the previous failed Copy, and stuff it with keywords for “SEO-optimization.” Karens and the Copywriters spent 3 hours talking about definitions. I can’t describe the physical pain in my ears and my eyes. Typing bullshit everyday that’s technically correct but (you know within) communicates nothing to the person who will read it. I was traumatized.

Once upon a time, I had to deliver 7 blogs to my corporate overlords. Without reading a single word, Karen saw an em dash — a punctuation mark Emily Dickinson used so much they named her the Queen of Dashes, a mark scattered through Shakespeare’s First Folio, a mark that has existed in English since the 1700s — and dismissed my entire work as slop. But I don’t blame Karen. She had already made it clear that she does not care what I have to say when she welcomed me into the team. I had not delivered on my commitment. She asked for 7. I barely managed to deliver 6. But it all could have been settled with a classic corporate-speak tete-a-tete about “deadlines” and “bandwidth” and “responsibility” and “synergy.” But that em-dash became a judgment about my character, credibility and competence — all fabricated from a piece of punctuation that predates the lightbulb. I got ‘Best Debut’ in Q3 and turned into AI slop as soon as Q4 started. You don’t know dear reader. That day, Karen used all her journalism and copywriting skills, all her linguistic acrobats to write a flawless email about my flaws. I was more impressed than annoyed. When I first met Karen and asked her about our content systems and approach, she shoulder-shrugged at me with a look of confusion and disgust. But not today. Karen was sharp as a tack. Ready for war. It was on sight.

I am gossiping like a Karen to tell you that — never have I ever seen a good business or a creator that is less than 4 years old. You need to stay in the trenches long enough. The math is straightforward. If you have a lower time preference than those you work with, especially those who live by ancient hierarchical models of the inferior and the superior — YOU ARE DOOMED!

Just so I can write “YOU ARE DOOMED!” again, let me gossip like Michael Saylor if Michael Saylor graduated from a small village in Rajasthan:

At MIT, I built non-linear dynamic computer simulations. I studied engineering and control theory. In those non-linear dynamic systems — their feedback is important. And one of the most important parameters is the time constant of the feedback. For example, algae in a pond. If it’s doubling every day and it fills up the pond on day 30, when will you notice you have any algae, right? The time constant, or the life cycle, in dynamic systems — how long does it take for deer or wolves to breed, how long does it take for algae to grow, how long does it take a virus to spread in your body? All of those things figure prominently in sophisticated dynamic simulation models. So the idea of time constant is important.

I wrote my thesis at MIT — a mathematical model of a renaissance Italian city-state where I created (but I didn’t) a computer simulation of Machiavelli’s Discourses. And the Discourses describe the dynamics of government when you have a judiciary branch, a legislative branch, and an executive branch. If the judges serve for life, they have a long time constant. If you change the legislative branch every 2 years, it’s a short time constant. If you have the senate and it’s every 6 years, it’s a longer, more conservative time constant. If the executive is a ruler or a king and rules for life, that’s a very long time constant. But if they’re elected for 4 years, it’s a shorter time constant. So I actually programmed that on a computer and I actually showed all the dynamic patterns under which a political economy melts down. Or thrives.

I am channeling my inner Saylor just so I can repeat — if you have a longer time horizon (or a lower time preference) than Karen/Copywriter — YOU ARE DOOMED!

Say you are building a brand and you want it to be successful over 4 years. And your Karen gives you 12 weeks. She checks you in 12 days and fires you if you haven’t got your cost down and your ratings up in 12 days. You can’t have a 4-year plan when Karen has a 4-week plan. So you have to learn about time preference and time horizon. Anything you do in life or business, you have to have the right time horizon. Some players think it’s the last time they will ever get the ball and only think of shooting the ball no matter how shitty their shot selection. Some players focus on making the right decisions because they trust the game plan and end up making historical comebacks such as the one today in Madison Square Garden.

On another note, Karen has been tasked by her own Karen/Copywriter to assess your performance. She has no way of articulating your value as a marketer. By the em-dash incident, she has already proved to you that she is behind on her daily reading. Karen is paid to grade your economic fate. Because a job is basically doing something people want, averaged together with everyone else in that company. The work you do is averaged together with other Karens and Copywriters in your team. You may not even know that you are doing something people want. Your contribution may be subtle, and goes unnoticed, especially if you are introverted. But this averaging becomes a problem in big companies where most jobs are fake. Assigning value to each person’s work becomes a game of politics and visibility and compliance that defies all logic. Companies are not set up to reward people who want to take initiative. They reward the toadies. You can’t go to your boss and say, I have automated key marketing operations and saved you 10x costs, so will you please pay me ten times as much? The company simply has no way of measuring the value of your work. They will just dump more of the shit that they themselves don’t want to do so they can focus on being toadies.

If my entrepreneurial ventures tank, I cannot plead to God or Claude that I did put in the work and the capital. I cannot tell Murphy that he won’t go to the dog spa anymore because the government can’t stop printing money.

If Anchit Malhotra does badly, I have done badly.

Karen and the Copywriter are not separate individuals. They represent the female and male archetypes of all the people I have worked with when I was a boring marketer.

Why I can't pick a niche

And why I choose to die a blissful failure

2026-06-02 · 9 min read · canonical: https://anchitmalhotra.com/essays/why-i-cant-pick-a-niche · also on Substack: https://anchitmalhotra.substack.com/p/why-i-cant-pick-a-niche

You are only reading this because I can’t hold it anymore. The bricks need to be stacked. The shits need to be shat. Every word here is a consequence of a spell that was executed in the higher realms well before I was born. People have died, sacrificed their dreams, devoted their energies — just so I can click keys on my MacBook for a living.

If you just want the TL;DR: I talk to God and talk to Claude and talk to myself on this blog.

The titans of the creator economy want me to “write like I talk,” articulate my place in the marketplace like Hemingway.

For a long time, I believed the digital gods. Niche down. Pick a lane. Find your one thing and beat it to death. “The riches are in the niches,” they said, while they captured the masses with their Twitter threads on Rick Rubin — back when growth was just posting a thread and sharing it with your engagement groupies.

Then the creator economy matured into a multi-billion dollar industry. We started harnessing the power of digital tools, to build income streams which created the market for online courses and info-products. Moms. Grandmas. Kids. People all over the world started building their suite of digital offerings. But not me. I was in college doing non-college things. Like grinding for the global ranked leaderboards on Call of Duty. I had not yet committed to writing on the internet.

And now, we find ourselves among armies of agents. Wasting tokens to save time. I never thought I would ever use the terminal of my computer. Forget about writing like Hemingway. Now you can burn 2476x more tokens than The Old Man and the Sea and turn Hemingway into a full-stack marketer and engineer. Yet still, the whispers of online gurus saying “Pick a niche” linger in my psyche.

This is why Devotion is my core operating principle.

3 years ago, I started writing so I can selfishly grok and make money. Very soon, I realized those 2 things don’t go together in the business of online writing. It made me go into a deep paralysis followed by a deep inquiry for months. The fact I had quit my certain niche 9-5 job to start an uncertain niche 24*7 job, did not sit well with me. I was still addicted to the monthly salary.

Picking a niche works. It worked for me. Helped me make my first dollar from the internet. But it was setting a weak foundation for my brand.

What if I get bored with it like I usually do with most things?

“Just change your niche,” said my ghostwriting coach.

And bored is what I got. The euphoric high died after I saw my dream amount in my bank account.

A lot of marketers make the mistake of thinking that being a brand means your job is to sell products or cultivate engagement in your niche.

Which is load of dog shit mixed with cat shit.

Why do people buy from you? To be liked. To feel important. To be sexy. To gain knowledge. To make money. To be secure. To save time. To make work easier. To be right. Out of fear. Out of greed. Out of guilt. A hundred reasons.

Notice what’s not on that list? I’ll wait.

...

...

“Because you picked a niche.”

People don’t buy just because you’re selling. If you want a harsh example, every time I drive from my gated society to the nearest McDonald’s, I see homeless people selling very niche things. Like plastic fans and microfiber cloths and pens. Odd things. But I have never seen anyone buy them unless they’re in a charitable mood. People buy ideas, not products. And they buy when they feel like it, not when they can. If you show people their “desired self” and give them a pathway to get there, they will feel like buying.

Everything is energy. For a thing to exist, it has to exist as an idea. Products help you channel energy, ideally. So you can realize ideas. So that energy serves you.

Essentially, every product is really a service. Nobody buys “the thing.” People buy for the service the product offers. Yes, it might or might not serve its purpose later. But the key thing is people buy because they feel the product serves their “desired self.”

You take a literal shit every morning (I hope) because it serves your colon health.

You take electrical energy and turn it into intelligence that produces answers in real time because it serves humanity.

So the bulk of the work as a marketer is understanding the buyer, their “desired self,” the ideas that move them, and showing them the path. Marketing is more about cognitive fitness than writing prowess. 94% of it is obsessing over a problem more than the person who is experiencing the problem.

As a result, the ideas you create, share, and associate with — accumulate to form your brand — which is also why branding as a concept is sooo abstracted.

My point in all this is to dig deeper into my core principle.

When you have this big idea, it is like staring into this point in physical space (that we call a market or TAM). And then you take certain actions in alignment with this idea to serve your ideal customer. But human desire is limitless. Why must I rely on creating artificial scarcity in the age of abundance? Why stare into this point in physical space? What if my point, my big idea exists on a higher, overarching vector space? That serves a higher purpose beyond me and you. Why must I use cookie cutters and frameworks and funnels to keep people in fear, uncertainty and doubt? Why can’t I just say it like it is — the naked truth about what I’m trying to sell?

By design, I will never achieve this “higher” point. I won’t finish what I’m really building in one lifetime. I’m stacking bricks for someone who may never exist to meet me. But I get handsomely rewarded anyway. When I work like this, people actually want to work with me.

Why should I die a miserable accomplishment when I can die a blissful failure?

The digital gods of the creator economy need to pause with all the “jack of all trades is a master of none” and catch up on their reading because the full statement is: A jack of all trades is a master of none, but oftentimes better than a master of one.

Come on guys. We’re in the digital renaissance for god sakes.

When I was a kid, questioning things was seen as disrespectful. Only the kids who had the answers were the good kids. Everyone who was paid to grade my economic fate said that I didn’t write “the right way” because I wrote “in my own words.” But I refused to grow up despite multiple murder attempts on my curiosity...

And oh how the tables have turned. Answers are a commodity now. And all of a sudden, my tendency to “Why???” is an asset.

Yea yea, I (might) get replaced if AI somehow develops the ability to feel emotions and devote itself. But what’s funnier is that most of the knowledge gatekeepers who shoulder-shrugged my curiosity as “above my pay grade” will get replaced before me.

Really Karen? Asking how many newsletter subscribers we have is above my pay grade? Pointing out that we have a 100,000 followers and 0 engagement is above my pay grade? I’m supposed to just write stuff and wait for my next topic like a good boy?

The path of Devotion is a real, genuine search for truth — an inquiry beginning, continuing and ending in intense maddening love.

As the path of devotion requires you to employ your emotions, one can say my lifelong struggle with emotion led me to this path. Or it can be that I’m lazy. And the path of devotion is known to be the easiest and the fastest. Or it can be the lonely child’s habit of making up stories and holding debates with imaginary people. Or the feeling of being isolated and undervalued in society. It can be that, ever since God kidnapped me without my permission, I find myself under the influence of unhealthy amounts of devotion. It can be the disagreeable mannerisms I acquired as a young kid. Or my disdain for the buffoons that run this planet. It can also be the lore about one’s tendency to absorb one’s name for my name literally means Great Devotion. It can be my ability to face the unpleasant facts of life. Or it can be my obsession with marketing, human nature, rhymes, eloquence, persuasion — the sonic science of words — that brings me here.

But all it took was one. One moment of this intense maddening love.

This love. Oh this love. You keep this love. This love destroys your limited and rigid personas, your illusions of individuality, your tidy likes and dislikes, and your ability to “pick a niche.”

This love is all-inclusive. It does not discriminate.

The endless nature of human desire — making your first dollar, then a couple more, your first $100, then $5000, then the euphoric high, then the euphoria dies, then $10,000, then $30,000, then a bigger car, then another wife, then a bigger portfolio, then you want control over the world’s money supply — is an expression of this love.

This love you have for the infinite. This love that you seek in installments.

In the yogic sciences, Devotion is seen as the most spiritual path, but it has its own pitfalls. For instance, I truly don’t know if I’m moving forward or backward. When you’re under the influence, it can lead to all kinds of delusions. In its lower forms, devotion degenerates into hideous fanaticism. The fanatical crews of various faiths and religions and ideologies are exclusively recruited because they dwell in the lower planes of devotion. Being so devoted to one’s ideal, but turning into a howling fanatic when it comes to any other ideal is a sign of a weak and immature mind. There is countless evidence suggesting that the mind works best as the engine, not the driver. The slave, not the master.

While using devotion as a tool to transcend logic, one can end up throwing logic out the window, and lo and behold, join the flat earth gang.

For me to serve you, dear reader, standing on a stable platform of logic is a no-brainer (no pun intended). It’s why Vivekananda said the bird needs two wings to fly — knowledge and love — and a tail, yoga, to steer. There isn’t much difference between knowledge and devotion as one might imagine as they inevitably converge at some point.

Through knowledge, you aspire to meet God “face-to-face.” You can measure your progress on the path of knowing. It is an “eyes-open” path. Devotion is more of an “eyes-closed” kind of path. “What’s fine and what’s not fine when everything is fine and divine eh,” the devotee says.

This makes me sound like a walking contradiction because writing is selfish and egoistic — it helps me keep my head above water so I can stack this bread for my unborn sons and daughters. While the path of devotion, is selfless by design. You are right, I am a walking contradiction. Anyone who says they’re not one is lying to you.

This devotion, this intense maddening love, is not between me and you.

The core principle of this blog is not to “love hard” or write bars on how deeply I care about your scars. No. This love is within you and me both. This love is boundless. This love does not need to be reserved for an exclusive list of things or people.

This love is its own fruition, its own means, and its own end.

Also, this love is not new. It is 5,000 years old. Devotion has been a constant theme among sages. So chances of me fetishizing old times on this blog are quite high.

There will also be times I brag about my swag, write poems like a New York rapper, tell you how I got molested, how I got arrested in Thailand — for this blog also serves as my resume, my dating profile, and the Library of Alexandria for my unborn child.

Rest assured, I won’t bother you with all my secrets. I tell most of them to Murphy, my Shih Tzu overlord. My selfish intent is to propagate the divinity of words, not propagandize it.